It's all about you

Two women from whom I draw many lessons from Job’s Wife and Lots Wife, Photo Courtesy: https://www.findshepherd.com/extolling-gods-name.html I can imagine what you are thinking right now, yeah! yeah! the woman who turned into salt oh and the other one who advised her husband to abuse God. You are probably telling yourself, “these women were a disgrace to humanity and to womanhood. Job’s wife, was the woman who told her husband why don’t you just curse your God and die. Let us try and put ourselves in her life just for a minute. This woman was one of the women in the society that had a very wealthy life. Her husband was one of the richest men in the land of Uz. Let us say they one of the richest couple’s in the land of Uz. A little is said about her until the point where she tells Job to curse God. But you can imagine, they had probably known no struggle, no pain no illness, they had enjoyed the favour of the Lord for years. They had served God diligently. Then Boom...

Passenger: “Tafadhali punguza volume ya radio kidogo, iko juu sana” Matatu tout: “Madam kama huwezi deal na hii volume shuka upande gari ingine.” I am certain you have been a victim of this many times. Or maybe you have seen those stickers which say if the music is too loud for you then you are too old. But wait hold that thought! You have had a long day, all you need is to rest your head and if you have to, then listen to some soft music. You dream, your one desire is thwarted the moment you reach the bus station. The music from the matatus drives you crazy, you wish you could walk home, but you probably live in Rongai, so walking is not an option. So you get in anyway, the moment you seat, your ears great numbed, and the beats of the loud music change the beat of your heart. You cry to God, at that moment you wish you had the ability to destroy the wires just by deeply staring at them, then you realise, that only happens in movies. Oh wait! One more thing...

The journey continues. I consider anger and fear as some of the worst ‘emotions’ (for lack of a better word) for any relationship. Photo courtesy: https://pixabay.com/en/smiley-fear-anger-angry-shocked-150598/ Marriages are broken because of either anger or fears, parent-child relationships are destroyed because of either anger or fear, and your relationship with your boss can be destroyed because of either anger or fear. Think about any relationship, you will realise that anger or fear sticks its head up like a sore thumb; as a problem. One of those things you teach yourself as you continue in your spiritual journey is to take God at His word. I decided to delve into what scripture says about fear, what the Lord promises me despite of fear and well sometimes it is sure hard but the challenge here is no matter how hard it gets, take Him at His word and recite these verses over and over again when you feel overwhelmed. I will zero in on six life changing vers...

Matthew 6:25-34 KJV Therefore I say unto you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; or what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? Which of you by worrying can add a cubit to his stature? Wait Hold it right there! “Which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature NIV says: Can any of you by worrying add a single hour to his life abit longer Good news says: Can any of you live a bit longer by worrying about it Photo Couresy<a href="https://clipartfox.com/">clipartfox.com</a> Some realities may sound harsh but they remain realities. I have been a worrier for a long time (by God’s Grace I am getting over it) Maybe you can relate to this. “If I call my friend (for instance)and she doesn’t pick up, th...

5 months later, I have something to write about :)  I coined a new term,  A spiritual dive  Maybe you can identify with it maybe not I define a spiritual dive as that moment in your life when you lose grip spiritually. When you take many steps away from God, when you feel lost and all alone and yet you cant bring yourself to even say a prayer When you used to wake up early to commune with God but now you mumble a prayer as you run to the matatu, well because you are late, and you have no minutes to spare When you used to take time to study God's word but now you open your Bible only when you are in church the remaining time you comfort yourself in the name of "I have an e-bible on my phone which I read whenever I am able to." (Well that really never happens) When you lose a loved one and you get so mad  at God because, how could he let  that happen, where was He when it happened, (these are the moment when all  the verses you have a...